Monday, April 18, 2011


I want so badly to share all of my secrets with you.

I want you to look at me the way you used to, when I was just little and nothing had come along and ruined me yet.
Now you know me and I can't help but be myself and be honest, and I can tell everything has changed.  When you look at me, I can see the wheels turning and I can tell you're still searching for me.
But I'm here.  I didn't go anywhere, I'm still right fucking here.  And I need your love more than ever before - certainly more than I did when I was still perfect.

Sometimes I try to tiptoe around the house because I want to talk to you so badly, but everything I say is ridiculous and makes you sad for me.

I just wish somebody could love all of the ugly and imperfect parts.

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