I shame myself.
It has been SO LONG since I have written ANYTHING that I am filled with anxiety just typing this.
But I owe you an explanation.
Motherhood has been stressful. I don't know if I'm handling it well. Actually, I'm pretty sure I'm a great mother, but it wears on me. It leaves little time to do much for myself. But as any parent (or non-parent, as it were) will tell you, everyone needs me time. So I have decided to revive This Young Mum and continue to share my adventures with the internet world! I used to have regular readers in Africa. I wonder what those 2 are up to these days...
Anyway. Yeah. Stressful. It's not like I haven't thought about you. I do it all the time. I always want to write. But I am so busy with play dates and watching Toy Story (1, 2 and 3, respectively) all day, every day, that I haven't been able to devote the time to you that you deserve. Between all the runny noses and shitty diapers, it's a wonder I still manage to look as fantastic as I think I do every day, lt alone sit here in the cafe by myself and write this. Yes, I am at a cafe (it has a bar in it, yeah, shut up) and yes, I am alone. Snoff all you will.
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So it's a little later on now and I am waiting for my indian meal at the restaurant downstairs from the baltimore house (where I was)
Now I can't focus on anything besides eating, so I have to go. But I will be back. I missed being "a blogger" and thus, you will hear from me again soon. I missed you everyone. I will enjoy my me-time once more.
