And I have decided that it is bullshit.
After careful consideration, I have come to the conclusion that I could not attempt to be any better than I already am, because it would be futile and would only result in disappointment.
Okay, I have one resolution: let go of the anger.
Here's a secret: I am a very angry lady. And I can hold a grudge with the best of them. But when I make a mistake, I expect others to forgive me. Albeit, some things are completely unforgivable and I refuse to even entertain the thought, but I should probably stop thinking about all the shitty things that have been done to me and focus on the good things that happen every day.
For instance, Carter is saying mama all the time now. *Insert big, shit eating grin here*
Oh, and I still love my job (and my 2 week hiatus).
Mike is a wonderful guy whose expectations of me remain startlingly low. Thank God.
I had a very Chanel Christmas. That was awesome.
Yes, good things happen all the time. So I need to let go of the anger.
I will not harbour negative thoughts. My mind is a peaceful, tranquil sea of calm happiness.
I'm still angry. Maybe I will just shut up about it from now on. Yes. Good plan.
So anyway, yeah, fuck resolutions! Things are going great just the way they are.
Except I am still in this basement.
Maybe in 2011 I should consider working more. Working harder. Saving money.
Yes. Another good plan.
Alright, maybe I'm not perfect. But at least I've got love. And Chanel.